I'm like 110% sure that the universe hates me. Because they dropped this extremely awesome girl in my lap and then puts her in the arms of someone else. I don't know. I'm not saying I know very much about this girl. She's still fairly new in the battalion and I've attempted to stay away - especially after finding out that she's spoken for now but... she is so cool. And she's been wanting to hang with me more, okay.
Like, she's short and attractive and cool. And likes superheroes and Degrassi and Panera Bread and sushi. And she's upfront and honest. Like, I think it's really stupid to name all of the reasons why you think a girl is awesome or why you like her or whatever but we would be so compatible. She even writes and wants to be an English teacher - how dope is that? She even likes soccer. But a guy from work - A friend of Rod's - already has her heart. I didn't even know they were talking or dating but they're a couple. And he's a nice guy and I like him well enough. And I'm genuinely glad when two people find each other and find happiness but I must admit that I'm a tad jealous. Because she is so cool. And she actually wants to hang out.
She's even into Instagram and Tumblr.
But whatever. I will take a deep breath and pretend as if I do not like her. If there is one thing I can do it's push away feelings for people that only want friendship. And let's face it, that's how all of my friendships start. I meet them, think they're cool, kind of like them and then realize that they don't see me this way and just continue to be a good friend to them. I just need to get over the initial shock of finding someone super cool.
I don't know. I need to stop talking about this person because I know that the more you talk about someone the more you like them but she is just super cool. We went to get sushi last night and we were just chatting, trying to get to know each other and she asked me about my last relationship. Which was Trey. And I told her about how everything happened. And after hearing it she asked who hurt me. And I thought about Morgan and I thought about Nana but I ended up telling her about Kyla. It's much easier to understand.
But like I said. I will stop now and just try to keep her in my mind's friendzone.
