Tuesday, June 21, 2016

Dating History

I'm bored and curious so I'm going to try and remember exactly how many women I've slept with. Not dated. But yeah... probably can't remember a single date but maybe names? Let's start at the beginning...

Gloria. Victoria. Tiffany. Andrea. Chae. Heather. Laura(?). Lucky. Caitlin. Jenn. Taylor. Kelly. Trey. Annie.

Man, that's not bad. I thought it may be more but it's not. Like 14. That's cool. I'm 27 and have been dating women since I was 16, so... nine years and 14 sexual partners. Not bad at all!

And man. I was going through this blog and I had photos of Jen, Taylor (although that's gone thankfully), Kelly and Trey... and someone named Mel that I was seeing for a bit. Why the fuck did I do that? See, I kind of think that's why even though I was trying to take things seriously with each, it was more about accumulating numbers.

I don't want that now. I don't want to serial date, just to date. I mean, I do want to serial date but that's because I want to find people I can connect with. And let's be for real, I don't think one is just enough. I get way too bored way too easily just to see one person at a time. A relationship would be different. I'd have to really reconsider things in that regard.

Anyway. I don't want to rack up numbers.

So. I really need to think about what my next approach with dating should actually be. Do I want to sleep with the people I date? Do I not want to do that?

Man, yeah. My dating history is so weird.