How should I ask Caitlin to be my girlfriend?? I have no idea. I want it to be something special, so I'm thinking about doing something interesting on Christmas... since she said she always wanted something to ask her out on a holiday. I hate that its Christmas... since its at the end of the year. Which mean, next year, our one year will be Christmas, but if that's what she wants then that's what I want to give her. lol. Wow - I guess I do sound like a pleaser. Kind of. Just because I want to make HER happy doesn't mean I'm a pleaser! I don't just do this for anyone. But Caitlin... I guess it would be lame to say she's special but she really is. There is just something about her.
So, I need to come up with something extra awesome. But I have no idea what that is and Christmas is like ten days away. I really need to learn to stop doing things last minute. No wonder why she gets so frustrated.
Man, I miss her. I think I may be becoming a little too dependent on her presence. All I ever want is to be near Caitlin... which means I'm not getting necessary stuff done. Uh. Like school... I have two test due today and one on Wednesday, but what am I doing? Watching Naruto because it keeps my mind off of how much I miss Caitlin. Jeez, Tee. Need to get this shit together. This is probably why my relationships don't last very long. I lose focus so easily.
So. My resolution for this relationship is to stay focused on the things that matter.
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