I want to change my image. Change who I am. Become a better person. But I am not at all sure how to do it. I try and try - or do what I at least think is trying. So I hope that a Step By Step list of things I want or think need work on will help me get closer.
[] More Mature Wardrobe
[] New Hair Cut
[] Work out Regularly
[] Figure Out What You Want
[] Finish A Story
[] Finish The Other Story
[] Become A Stronger Person
[] Get up at 6 Am Every Morning
[] Accomplish Something Everyday
[] Learn A New Word Everyday
[] Read Something New
[] Get Rid Of Your Stomach
[] Run Every Morning
[] Write Every Morning
[] Thirty Push-Ups Every Day
[] Let Caitlin In
I need to make a change. Even if not for myself, then for my girlfriend. She deserves so much more then what I am. Then what I have become.
I just need to get up and do something. To just get up and accomplish something. To just get up and change.
Maybe the darkness will always be there. And maybe it will never stop trying to take me down with it. But does that mean I have to let it? I want the strength to fight it. I have come this far. I'm almost twenty-one years old. What do I have to say for the years I've spent on this earth? Am I any closer to who I want to be?
It doesn't take much to just do it. Just do it. Get up and do something.
Life begins 4.26.2010. The start of the rest of your life.
Stop depending on your mom and stop depending on your girlfriend and just depend on yourself.
Depend on Tiffany. Teezy Jai. Sunshine. Tee. Depend on yourself.
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