I feel so alone, all of the time. I had no idea that I had isolated myself from the world like this. Completely and utterly disconnected from everyone around me. Friends. Family. Co-workers. Classmates. People I knew when I was younger. People I know now. I am not connected to anyone.
I don't even know what I'm searching for. Or why it even matters that I feel like way. I mean, I know it doesn't matter how I'm feeling. I just wish I knew why I felt the way that I do. And if I can't, I wish I knew how to change it.
I just want to get out of St. Louis. Maybe that's my problem. I'm sick of it here.
Basic starts in less than 90 days. I think I can hold out until then.
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