My Love.

Cayden, My Love.

Cayden will be here on Wednesday and I cannot wait to have him in my arms again! I have never been as happy with anyone as I have been with this man and I can't wait to start our lives together. He really has become the light in my darkness. Seeing his face never ceases to make me smile and put me at ease.

I know it's going to be challenging living together and learning to navigate the world together when we have so many uncertainties to face but I couldn't imagine tackling life with anyone but him. It's only going on 5 months but it feels as if he has always been mine. 

He's my best friend. My lover. My confidant. My love. He's everything.

Maybe it's naive to say that one person can mean the world to you or even be your world but he really is. For so long I've only been living for myself, my wants, my needs, my desires, my future. But now... I don't know. My life is his. The decisions I make our to ensure both of our happinesses and not just my own. Both of our well-beings and not just my own. I want to make him happy. I want to give him the world. 

I'm so excited to see him on Wednesday that I'm legit getting butterflies just thinking about it! Only three days left! Three days!!