What the fuck is up with you thinking that I have to always admit shit when you ask a damn question? What is up with me always trying to please you despite how pissed you make me? How much you hurt my fucking feelings like its nothing. Okay, I really get it. I do. So, why does it feel like you're constantly pouring salt on my damn wounds every time you hurt me? Can't you just hurt me and then leave me the fuck alone? What is so hard about that?
God, I understand why your friend never wants to talk. You don't give people a chance to get over things. You just keep on pushing and pushing and then get upset when you don't get what you want. Sorry. I can't ALWAYS please you. Sometimes I need to do things for me, too. Cause you definitely aren't too worried about me. So I have to be.
Ugh. I'm just so pissed right now. Fine, I get it. I'm unwanted and get to be secluded from the group. Thanks for making that known. Now, can I be left the hell alone for a little bit? Stop trying to make me fucking talk all the fucking time. I already don't like to do it. I try to make you happy and because it does help improve my character. But Jeez. Can you just leave it alone for now?
How the hell are you going to one - tell me you're with some girl that likes you. Two - say you're having a movie night with her. Three - saying its the movie night I was not invited to. And four - fucking ask me if I'm mad about it. NO THE FUCK I'M NOT NOW LEAVE ME ALONE. Let me find some way to enjoy the rest of my Sunday. But no, you can't do that, can you? You have to call after I did not decide to text you back and ask me if I was upset. You fucking know I am. You fucking know I don't want to talk about it, so why ask? Why get upset that I don't want to? I sure hope you did not expect me to stop you when you said you were going to sleep cause damn, I do have some pride. I put it aside a lot for you, but trust me, it has not gone anyway. So why don't you just leave me and my pride alone for a little while until we're no longer pissed the hell off at you and your little group. Is that so much to fucking ask?
I swear, I just don't get people sometimes. Like fucking seriously?
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