JayCee. Oh Jeez. I got on here intially to talk about the newness of Washington and how I finally made it to the barracks I will be staying in yesterday and all this other awesome/ confusing stuff about my Unit. But I got on facebook which led me to looking at JayCee's profile and man. That woman. How can I be so attracted to one woman?
She is gorgeous dude. I think that's what's getting me on her appearance. She's sexy and tomboy and tough looking and I very much enjoy it. But she's absolutely gorgeous, also, and I'm hooked. I want to see her all the time and just be in her presence. Dude... what is happeneing to me.
This is such a weak moment. Meeting a girl and liking a girl and then wanting to be around her all the time. And the kicker... actually admitting that to her. Letting her know just how much she affects me. Yeah - That's the freaking part that gets me. I don't know why I'm so open and honest about how much I like her but I am and... it just makes me want to like her more.
What in the world am I going to do? At this point, I could totally walk away. It would suck, maybe even hurt but I could walk away. Maybe even after sleeping with her, I can walk away. But that Walk Away period isn't going to last very much longer. I'm going to get attached. And then what do I do?
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