I need you out, so I'm kicking you out.
How can I expect to make something of myself when I can not even control what is going on around me.
I'm deliberately doing things wrong.
Everything I've ever wanted - I now have. Do not tell me that that is not enough, because I know it is. I'm just being retarded about all of this. I don't know why but I will figure out.
My main goal is to get back on track. And then stay there. I feel so out of it right now that I don't know what's going to happen one moment to the next. I'm fearful of the actions I'm making, hoping that it doesn't come and bite me in the ass. And for what?
I'm not this person. I have never been and I'm not going to turn into it because of anyone. I do things the right way. I go by the book. Questioning myself only leads to mistakes.
Make a decision and stick with it. That feeling you have is temporary. It will go away if you let it. Don't hold on to negative things that will only serve to slow you down.
You have the heart of the girl who is perfect for you. The condition of anyone else heart besides hers is irrelevant. Do not fuck up your dream for someone who doesn't even seem to have one.
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