Dream Girl?

So. I keep blogging about how no girl is right for me and how I don't want love or how I will never find love or how each girl I talk with is not someone I could fall in love with and blah blah blah. But I've never actually wrote about what exactly I would want in a girlfriend. So, I guess I'm going to talk about that right now.

First, I think its safe to say that I want a girl who is "stud" or "butch" or whatever. Tomboy. I'm not saying I will only ever like tomboys from here on out but it is safe to say that being tomboy is one of the most attractive things to me. I love a girl in baggy jeans and a fitted hat. That's just the way it is.

I won't apologize or be ashamed of who I am, ever again. I did that. First with being gay period and then with who I'm attracted to. So. Tomboy. But a tomboy with some sense of style. It can be punk style, stud style, pretty boi, etc. But actual style. I can't handle it when people have no idea how to wear their fucking clothes. Or have no appreciation for clothes or shoes or hats, in the least. I can't handle it. I just can't. So, appreciation for clothes. They don't have to be as into it as myself but come on now...

I guess it goes without saying that they must be good looking. Cute in someway. I'm not a very shallow person. And I'm easily intimidated by good looking people. So saying someone has to be dropdead gorgeous would be crazy and unfair. But I have to be attracted to the person. However, I've dated so many different people that I'm attracted to so many different things about a girl that its hard to say specifically what I think is attractive.

They just can't be over weight. Which brings me to working out and enjoying sports and outdoorsy thing. I know, I don't play very much sports anymore or do shit outside besides run but I want to. I want someone who is fit and in shape, because it means they care enough about themselves to stay healthy. They don't have to be as vain and egotistical as myself... but they have to care about themselves. And one of the ways that shows is through working out... working hard... being disciplined enough. And it says a lot about your personality.

And if they're fit, it means I can drag them to do new and different things like hiking and camping. Or they can drag me to do it. But I want to get around to doing it somehow. So, someone who will drag me out of the barracks would be simply great. I very much like it in here but I know there is a world outside these walls that I'm really missing out on.

Must love videogames. Despite the fact that I don't play them much, I do like them. I just hate to lose... so I take breaks. And I like very specific games, so that doesn't help. But I would love to date someone who will sit up and play video games and listen to music with me for hours at a time.

Another thing. Music. Its not that big of an issue for me. Cause I can listen to almost anything but if they're like obsessed with rap music... its probably going to irritate the fuck out of me. I don't dislike it but I can't deal with it for very long. Just saying.

Then there are the basic things that I want. Like, must be old enough to get into a bar because sometimes I hang out with people who like to go to bars. Must have a decent enough job and have a vehicle. And must have their own place. Not by themselves, but can't still be living with the rents. I can't handle that. I just cannot anymore. If I come over the watch a movie and your rents are in the living room with us, that is a total No Go! Now kids... I don't much care about kids. As long as the other parent isn't like still trying to be with you or something crazy like that, its cool. I have absolutely no idea how to talk and interact with children but I'm willing to learn. They just tend to stare at me like I have an extra head, though.

I don't care about money. I only care that they have enough to take care of themselves. I don't care about them knowing how to cook or not but if they can, that's a bonus because I can't cook and don't cook. But if they're okay with fast food and microwavable stuff all the time, than so am I.

They must have a healthy sense of humor. I love when someone can make me laugh. I actually think its necessary in any type of relationship. Whether its just a friendship or whatever. My entire family cracks me up. They're the funniest people I know. So, if I'm going to date someone and spend a lot of time with them, then they have to be funny and be able to make me laugh.

They have to be ambition. Wanting something out of life means nothing unless they are actually trying to make those dreams a reality. If they enjoy reading or writing, that's a plus but not a necessity. If they like comicbooks heros and anime, also a huge bonus.

They don't have to share my crazy obsessions with certain things like Twilight, Jacob Black, Superman, Dragonball Z, The Lion King, etc, but tolerating it instead of making fun of me would be great.

And I guess, someone who doesn't want my freaking attention 24 hours a day, seven days a freaking week. When I like someone, I really like them. And really want to talk to them. To be with them. But for pete's sake, I had a life before you and I'll have one after you so just relax! I cherish "Me Time." Very much so. So please, don't try and take that away from me. It will just piss me off.

I'm sure there's more but my attention has been split for the last... two or three... maybe even more hours so, I suppose this is what I care about the most? Lol. Alright.